was awful I just kept kissing him goodbye but unable to do it, but fi nally we had to do it. He was obviously a very happy soul as it poured buckets and it was continuous until his due date on the 16th August. Liam was already very much part of our family. Only God knows why this happened, but all I know is that our precious little boy was taken, and even though we have had our lives ripped apart we are not angry or bitter, and we are not blaming anyone. Everyone kept asking were we not angry about this, but as there is no-one to blame what is the point of being angry, we are just very, very sad. Sadness and loneliness are hard enough to deal with, without killing yourself over blame and anger. I know my son was created, died and was born through love and we will never forget him, ever. He was the love of my life, and although I know I am lucky to have two wonderful girl's (and they really are fantastic), I will always miss my little boy. Sometimes I forget that it has happened to me, I wake up in the morning and everything is good, and then I look at his photo's and smile because I know how lucky I was to have been deemed worthy to have carried a soul as beautiful and pure as my little boy. I don't want to sound patronizing but if I had one piece of advice I would say to remember that we are so lucky to have these babies in our lives. Yes it would have been wonderful to have watched them grow up, but you have to realise that life isn't always fair. Personally I believe "its better to have loved and lost than never loved at all".Liam, Mummy and Daddy love you always and forever, we cannot wait until the day we see you again, but until then we will look after your sisters and each other. Love you eternally Mummy & Daddy xxxxxxxxxxPamela McCormack. Cootehill, Co. Cavan Angels, in the early morning Angels, in the early morningMay be seen the dews among,Stooping -- plucking -- smiling --  ying --Do the buds to them belong?Angels, when the sun is ho estMay be seen the sands among,Stooping -- plucking -- sighing --  ying --Parched the  owers they bear along. by Emily Dickinsonisands newsletter11

Baby Jude ColganTo My Darling Baby Son Jude -For You, I'd give all of the Tea in China, India...For You,I'd give all of the Oil in the Arabia's.... For You,I'd give all of the Gold and Diamonds in Afr ica.....For You,I'd give up all the Lott o wins in all of the World's Lott ery's....For You,I give all the beauty of the Sun, Moon and all the Stars.....Quite Simply for You,I'd give the World and my life itself....To Me,You are My Forever Most Beautiful Litt le Darling Son,My All Time Hero!!!Quite Simply,I love you. the most until and beyond the end of time!!!For Eternity....Your Loving Daddy,Brendanisands newsletter12